What She Has in Store for Me
I thought for a while that I could control it. I could direct my heart, and if I did so well enough I could rewrite it. I thought for a long time that I could overcome the desire of mother nature herself, and so I pushed into her with all my strength. I assumed she was testing me, looking for my determination to rise.
She was resilient. A brick wall that did not wear in comparison to my soft body. I stop pushing last week. Decided to maybe listen instead. At first I did not like what she had to say, that wall keeping me out. But something is better now, that Mother - I think she might have a point. Maybe I could try for a while, looking towards the direction she has in mind.
It’s worth a try.